YWednesday, March 20, 2013' 8:20 AM
Feeling devastated so I decided to blog.
Of course I know that friendship will fade and maybe my parents were right.
"Forget about him, he got his own friends"
Yea its true, today just let me realized this.
Apparently, my so-called good friend have decided to organize an outing without me.
Of course I know this is a minor thing to get upset/angry over, but as friends... why? Especially when he says that I am his good friend.
Innocence is bliss, maybe not knowing about this will definitely make me feel less sad.
Maybe I should believe his reason, when he told my friends that it is because I got school..
But why? Just realized that its good Friday next week
OK WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING UPSET OVER THIS? THIS IS SO LAME.
But no, I cant, for some reasons.
Maybe it is because he pulled me through most difficult times, maybe he gave me all the strength and motivation. Maybe its because I seriously treat him as my friend, or more than friends.
However, this is not happening now.
"No, I am not sure. Exactly, what am I to you?"
Maybe its time to let go and face the fact.
Knowing that its true, will confirm be distant away from him. However, didn't know it will be this soon.
I think I am too sentimental.. Shouldn't be crying over this stuff, but no choice.
Really got to move on, got to start embracing new friends. Got to be less sentimental as it will get me to no where.